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on the contrary

2007-05-09T19:06:17Z

fifth day unable to eat without wanting to shit out all my insides. letting work consume me and not even minding all that much. and most importantly, trying to ignore a little baby heartbreak that weighs a ton and hurts a lot. lessons are important and learning is fun, right? i'll take it from me and no one else, i don't want to hear a single i-told-you-so.

diet, profession, leisure activities

2007-03-31T16:12:39Z

cookies, cakes and scones washed down with beer, wine or coffee. dressing up, buying clothes for work and buying clothes for play. riding my bike just to ride my bike and enjoying plenty of sex. it's no wonder i am healthy and happy as a bear.

letete @ 2007-01-29T16:17:00

2007-01-29T23:17:22Z

I can hear my grandparents outside,
"Are you going to shine shoes or play in the concrete?"
We are normal.

letete @ 2007-01-26T13:05:00

2007-01-26T20:05:02Z

i'm all moved in and we're givin' it another go!

letete @ 2007-01-06T17:28:00

2007-01-07T00:34:54Z

things that are good:
maybe the perfect job for me
moving to a house two seconds away from this job
not having to pay rent anymore
seeing my family a lot
seeing my boyfriend a lot
exercising a lot
my bike
my boots
my life

things that are bad:
i need to pack
i'm hungry

letete @ 2006-12-26T12:40:00

2006-12-26T19:40:05Z

we could have just taken the day one lazy toss and turn at a time, i would have been happy.

all in a dream

2006-12-05T23:51:42Z

procrastination is killing me! cooking for fun is fulfilling me. good reads are tempting me. newness is tickling me. jim guthrie is dancing with me. holiday specials are tricking the shit out of me.
i need help with something girlfriend-y. girlfriends, come to me.

letete @ 2006-11-19T10:33:00

2006-11-19T17:33:20Z

ahhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm excitement!
i think the new year's going to bring me a new job, a new home and hopefully more time for crafting. but new year? it's thanksgiving! i hate updating my livejournal; i love my everything else.

hi

2006-09-28T18:56:50Z

I know I'm still a baby, I'm not asking for a husband. I just want to love somebody! I feel so full, all the time, ready to explode. Everything is beautiful to me, everything deserves praise. I just want to share that feeling. I just want someone to tell stories to at the end of the day. Life is really cool. I want to feel cool next to somebody. I really want to make somebody feel cool.
Lately I can't tell if I'm being too nice or too dumb. Maybe neither.
Maybe over analytical!

you will get a visit at approx. 8 this evening

2006-08-05T17:47:30Z

this is a message for carlie. it says:
HI CARLIE! i missed you at my table last night.
see you later!
xox your friend

letete @ 2006-04-03T19:26:00

2006-04-04T02:26:05Z

wooooooaaaaah.
I haven't felt so eager and excited and alive in a really long time.
I keep feeling like I have to yawn but then I really just take in a deep breath of joy. What?

letete @ 2006-02-25T10:10:00

2006-02-25T17:12:51Z

I think I really am psychic because two nights ago I was asked to draw a hand puppet and I drew a woman with an eye patch. Today I woke up with pink eye and consequently am wearing an eye patch, just like my puppet lady. Coincidental? Psychic? Shitty? All are correct, I think.

letete @ 2006-02-08T10:10:00

2006-02-08T17:14:52Z

Life is so fucking BEAUTIFUL.

I just wanna give big fat presents to all my special people. Material, physical and emotional. I also wanna give a little shout-out to my favorite buddy, even though she hates Livejournal, because she's the reason I'm so full of these feelings. Love is so coooooooooool man.

in the mean time

2006-01-25T08:18:14Z

batting my eyelashes at the wrong person
compliments on my shirt two times in one night
being ignored
horoscopes
old ass pie
free coffee, tea and milk
car troubles
surprise bag of weed
late fees/large bills
new routine
too much homework
happy friends
six pounds in less than two weeks
fancy shoes
being classy
poets, green hats, babes
stupid nicknames
still-likin-you e-mails
coffee and redbulls
steam-room and meditating

i was trying to alternate good and bad but then i ran out of bad.
it's been tryin' times, seriously, but i feel proud and optimistic. thank you, good friend.

letete @ 2006-01-20T20:37:00

2006-01-21T03:37:56Z

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck this shit, life's dramatic.

proud creator

2006-01-13T04:05:35Z

I still know how to sew!
And I got money from the government!
And I'm buying a car!
And school starts on Tuesday!

goodbye tsugumi, i mean anthony

2006-01-10T17:29:21Z

check in the mail
chores done
fever gone
long hair
toned tummy
smaller thighs
car in my carport
new season
good grades
sweden
japan
motivation to sew once more
sister time
friends old and new
excitement
happiness

letete @ 2005-12-27T17:00:00

2005-12-28T00:16:07Z

I've got a lot on my chest.
Lots of new and exciting things are in my possesion, thanks to Christmas and tons of time put in at La Hormiga. I feel so rich because I have a really fancy purse and money in my bank account. But I'm soooooooooo tired! I need five million naps.
I think my new year's resolution for 2006 is going to be "stop being a pushover!" or something like that.

Venus and Lance

2005-12-22T04:41:48Z

Happy Holidays, everyone!

letete @ 2005-12-14T18:27:00

2005-12-15T01:30:47Z

Today is my favorite day ever because my boss bought me caeser salad with salmon and CREME BRULEE for lunch and then gave me a Christmas card with $100 in it! Plus tonight is Project Runway! I wish everybody is happy.

letete @ 2005-12-04T20:25:00

2005-12-05T03:33:09Z

If you're wondering what to get me for Christmas, I will gladly accept donations towards a week long visit to Stockholm, Sweden this coming March. I would also like a corkscrew or a new can opener.

a true update

2005-10-13T19:24:42Z

it's crazy times!
i have moved out into my favorite little dream house. close to everything, feminine and grown-up, full of giggles, pet lizard, snake and old buddy.
i am la hormiga blanca's new sales pet and rincon market's new weekend barista.
i still don't have a car and i walk a lot and smoke a lot and speak japanese to non-japanese speakers a lot. i'm kind of annoying but i'm having a lot of fun and i finally feel like i'm doing something.
we're too poor to have internet at my house so i'll update again in 2347320 years!

letete @ 2005-09-03T08:36:00

2005-09-03T15:41:13Z

I'M HOME.
After the craziest day of my life, I made it home in one piece. I came home to Welcome Back decorations and a bowl of m&m's that I pretty much inhaled. I've unpacked and created five million new piles of crap in my room, slept a few hours, ate a lot of bad bad food and felt really nuts. I woke up at 5:30 today and I don't know what to do with myself. I just drove Mariko home in my mom's new truck and it felt so weird driving. I'm not allowed to drive for pleasure, as it isn't my car, so I'm going to have to bum lots of rides if anybody wants to hang out =/ I can't believe I'm home, I feel like I'm in a movie. I wish one of my friends would wake up already!
The channels changed while I was away and I don't think I get MTV anymore and I can't remember anything except 60 is FOOD. Awful!

letete @ 2005-08-31T06:53:00

2005-08-31T13:55:26Z

I can't believe tomorrow is my last day here. And I also can't sleep. I am really sad and really excited. I feel almost as crazy as I did when I first got here. I'm preparing to cry big time when I have to say "bye bye" to Masayo and Ryu-chan for the last time in a while.

letete @ 2005-08-26T21:10:00

2005-08-27T04:13:35Z

I was doing so good not buying myself anything for the past week, and then I let myself out of the house and the first store I go in I buy myself a present. I think I have a problem. But I think I also have a cute new fall ensemble ooh la la!
Also I just took purikura with Masayo and baby and she wrote FAMILY in rainbow colors on one of the pictures and it made me feel so special I wanted to cry.